Monday, June 22, 2009
Mayb i will stop bloggin once i start werk...
its sad things have to turn like tat...
can we salvage anythin left.........
9:48 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
i have officially ORD!!!
Wif my pink IC wif me again after 2 years...
I FEEL GREAT!!!
ok tats it..thats the gd thing..
the bad thing is that the fruitless of job searching...
getting stress up a bit as daes goes by...
feeling the pressure of being jobless
n being seem as doin nothin!!!
while ppl arnd me are getting jobs
some are startin wif it...
its getting on me slowly tat im still having none...
im not choosy or wat...
if they doesnt need anyone...
can they just reply to me...
rather than givin me nothing..
damn man!!!!
niwae...
need money man...cash!!!
CASH!!! CASH!!!!...
JOB!!! JOB!!! JOB!!!
where are yoU!!!!!
how to continue wif my plan wif tis...
man oh man!!!
its been a long time since i had a companion...
yesterdae was an eye opener for me...
everywhere was couple...
some ppl still remind me of the past...
but
even if the foundation are strong...
buildings still collapse...
at these time like this
i nid somone whu can shed some of
the burden tat i carry...
but i find no one...
at times ppl add more their burden
more to me...and its pillin up...
I cnt turn down ppl nid of help
or a listenin ear...
how worse i was during tat time...
i will still listen or try to help
but sometimes gd deeds
doesnt help..ppl make use of it..
pity pity me...i can smile...
while can laugh...but im still human...
wif couples being so lovely yesterdae
it triggers my jealousy nerve...
it gets to me...
till azim have to calm me down...
hahaha...
so im not despo...im jst jealous...
what can i do NOW!!!!
if god is listenin to me...
can i make 2 wish only!!!
get me a job ASAP!!!
wheres my special one?
coz at times like this..
i nid a listenin ear!!!!
10:59 PM