Tuesday, February 26, 2008
1 week pass veri fast..n 2molo will be back in camp and resume normal duty..will be ack to rigorous training and stuff...32km march is coming...n training for such is goin to be intense..aaniwae gain few kgs this past month...gonna have to start training n lose weight..haha...
aniwae...this 1 week..did lots of lazing around n going out..haha...lots of catching up were done..n oso celebrating hisham birthdae with the retrieveus..haha..n oso meet ayam and fiq..lots of fun when er hang out..its a pity saf didnt join us..hainz...hes busy werkin for marriage...haiz...cant wait to meet him up...haiyo...ayam oso have been busy...busy werking n saving..oso getting enganged in future...n oso fiq..have been stressin on werks after he ORD..looking at hows stress he is make me quite worry oso for my future...hainzz...n oso my sidekick who have just had an accident..haiyo...hes too ord soon...n oso worry bout wat next...oh yah buddy...scrap the bike just focus on getting car license...haha...hows fast time pass...it seems its was just yesterdae that we hang out at lucky plaza playing pool n walking around town...chatting till late nite....but now it will be priceless if we have the chance to meet up n do wat we normally does....
oh yah..im getting little bit vain nowadays..have boughts some skin care n face cream for myself..haha..some sought pf pampering myself and also take care of my skin n such...someone had said that i become so dark like org minyak..haha...have to take care of my skin n also myself...not getting any younger..so have to take care of everything so that there will be no hiccups in the future..
im thinking of goin oversea at the end of the year..for a chance to relax n shop..haha...don noe yet wether can fulfil this wish..must do lots of planning n such...destination haven think off..
i tink there are ppl outhere waiting to see wether i have made the rite decision or not..ibut watever happen i will not regret makin the decision..there will be no turning back...wat i want is there for grab wether i can get it is another matter...
lets see wat happen in the future...
im glad that u remeber me n sometimes msgs me..i noe that u have to keep ur bills down..aniwae...i have this feeling...n normally wat i feel never goes wrong...i hope it wont gp wrong this time...
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
Cant wait for mondae...and everything is over..hahaha...will be granted a well deserved break after mondae..hopefully can celebrate hisham birthdae..hahaha...as usual this weekend is burnt...but have to be positive since its only the last few daes..hahaha...
Happy Valentines Days to all the couples n also HAppy Single Awareness days for the singles..haha...went down to cozway for a while..thought of getting something but there is nothing for me to get..hahaha...the last resort spend my money on food..treat the family pizza...hahaha...have been thinking of gettin a PSP..still cnt decide wether to get one...haha...see hor...cant be over indulgence...must realli think wether its important for me...hahaha...nvm...if i realli want it then i go n buy it straight away...haha...for now lets try to save yah...hahaha...im trying my best not to spend lots...trying to be thrity even though its hard..haha...
Oh yah..see lots of couples todae...hehehe...with flowers,prezzie etc..hahaha...so sweet lar some of them..hahaha...for just one day...haha...suddenly LOVE is spread around...hahahaha..spread the love yah!!! hahaha...
Neway...Mom is sick...worried bout her...hermmm...miss lots of stuff that goes on within the family since i have always been away all the time...must try to spend more time at home...thats wat i have always done..hahahahah
im glad that things have go this way...nv felt so relax for a long time...i hope that i will not have to look back from now on...gonna look ahead..wat past has past..hope that i will not have to go back to the past..certain things are kept well certain things have to be forgotten..i realli feel different after wat has gone tru...hopefully things will turn out good for me..hahaha..
its been a long tyme since i had receive ur msgs..maybe wat im askin for is too much...hoping and trying...
10:16 PM
Saturday, February 09, 2008
hey...1 more week!!!! YAH!!!! cnt wait for everything to end..hahaha.. ithink i donated my blood alot this month..my hand is swollen wif all kind of insect bites...hahaha...1 more week...yah!!!
Hapi chinese new year to all chinese!! haha...this week my off is shorten than others..have to go back to duty todae..hahaha..walao...this week n week weekend is burnt leh!!! but the will pay back..hahaha..cnt wait to have my well deserved break!!
i kinda missing hanging put wif ayam, saf , fiq n others...hainx...they been very busy carving out their carreers...ok lar..i would always meet fiq on sundae for soccer but going out like last time..haiyoo...so long sia....
Arnd spetember i will be flying off to taiwan..hainxxxx...my puasa n raya is at there...i don noe which part of september but hopefully after raya...a sacrifice have to be made when u are putting the green uniform....haha...1 more calender to go..haha...then everything is over...
i recently bought the romantic princess dvd..haha..cnt believe i watch it finish within few hours..hahaha...a touching drama...i rate it 3.5/5...i love the show...hahaha..next is the coffee prince drama..but i see like got no subtitles like that...haiyoo...haha..
i nid to have a shopping week coming up...haha..must drag fie along..haha..but then the it fair is coming up soon leh...must save a little bit..haha...but i need to shop leh...hahaha...some sought like destress can?? haha...or a day at the beach?? guys planned something leh..hahahaha....
next month my birthdae month lor!!! hahahaha...so fast siak turnin march..hahaha...*wink2* u noe i noe..ghahahaha....but i think i will be away for my birthdae leh...due to the duty that is coming out..haiyo!!!! pleaz!!! can at least i have my birthdae...hahaha...
i feel so drag but refresh this week...drag when on duty refresh when off duty...hahaha...wat kind of feeling is that uh??? hahaha...listen to frenz having rlshp probelms..hermm i was in their shoe before...hahahahaha...oh yah valentine day is next week...worse im off that dae...anione want to celebrate wif me??? will you be my valentine?? haha...if only...if only!!!! hahahaha.....
*if only you could be my valentine..you seem busy this week..hoping to hear frm you...you realli light my daes if i hear frm you....*
10:25 AM
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Its been a long tyme since me,maz n fie mit up...did it on sat..like i said its been a long tyme..so the batters n jokes flies around fast..hahaha..maz the one who got bully most of the time..haha..was great...even though we walk alot till maz complaining...i tink its the best moment i had for this week..haha...cnt wait for the next outing...its a pity aishah wasnt around..but its ok..study hard for ur exam yeah...we waiting for the good news je..hahaha...can do it my frenz..
Miss those time when we spend our time mitin up at amk etc...a casual last min miting most of the time..the milipede area...the "aku minom dulu" moments...haha..looking back at those time..those moments are precious..we ma y look and act dumb at times..but that wat makes it speacial..the theartrics of each of each of us...hahaha...
but as times goes by...we have lots of commintments..the time we spends get lesser..even though the time we spend get lesser..we try to kip in contact even though i seldom had the time..haha..hopefully since the busy period has ended..hope i can spend my time wif my frenz again..nv get sick of them seriously...everyday is something new...the batters jokes etc...
i hope that a brand new me will be more open up...people ask me to open up more...so that they can understand wat im goin tru...haha..thanks my frenz for the advices..will heed on them...i admit that it will not be easy..but i will try..maybe i haven been confortable enough wif people to share my problem with..haha...life move on so do people..hope can get things kick start my year...a new year...a brand new me...
some of the pics taken..




the long silence was killing me..but u safe me from the silence
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