Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Less then 48 hours more...i will be away for 2 weeks...this is like a FINALE post frm me...2 weeks will be a long time...firstly i hope that everythin will goes right for me...i will be doing a lots n lots of running,route march,push up,pull up n more of such stuff....woo...gonna be scream at n order at...gonna be bully by the ppl there...will be order n such stuff...will be treated like a dog..hahaha...damn..y must the guys enter NS...isnt fair ler...while the guys serve NS the gal just fool around..haha...enjoying their life ler...walao...
I hate my new look rite now...looks so round n fat n ugly...haiyooo..cnt believe i look so fugly..haiyo...feeling woory n anxienty...lots n lots of stuff in my mind...hope everything goes well ler n nuttin realli bad happen...hainz..n oso hope dear is ok ler..frm being away wif me n other things..hope to hear that u r ok when im in there..msg me dear...hehehe...
To FIE: aper lagi fie...shes waiting for u ler...tkkan tu pon kao nk aku settle kan...tkkan kao nk lepaskan dier..haha..hehe...cnt wait for u to introduce her to me!!! hehehe...we can plan a sumptouslous as a whole group...hahahaha...strike when the iron is hot...waiting for gd news buddy...hehehe...
haha...anieay...will try to post after i post out..haha..anyway...all the best people...pray for me when im inside...bye people...gonna miss all of u.....
9:22 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Its our 3rd months anniversary...time fast vey quickly ler....the last month was a testing period for both of us...it was my fault realli...*dear don argue* i nv treat her well..but after everything i still love her...no matter wat...*dear my love nv decrease ler..like i say to u it has increase to a certain percent*..aniwae...spent the last few daes wif dear...meaningful times spent together realli bonded us together...dear..lets hope that we can spent more anniversary together...love u dear...muacksss....
*shes mine
6:41 PM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
In a fews days time...i will be goin tru a new phase in life..my feelings are mixed...Anxiety,nervousness,everything is mixed into one..
Last week...i realli felt blissed...really am...Im blissed that im surrounded wif beautiful n caring people...im glad that i meet these people...people who doesnt failed to cheer me up, make me laugh...i would like to say that last week was the most i enjoy much...
Not only me would be leaving for NS...Fie is leaving us too...my partner in crime will be in India for 3 months for NS...he would be leaving by the end of the month...3 month i wouldnt have my sidekick wif me...haiyoo...who gonna challenge me in pool..who can i irritate...hainz...y must good things have to end...
This will be random...
To DEAR...
My love for u has never decrease..i agree that i nv treat u well last time...we argue a lots..but u r the most important person to me now...i love u n always had...lets werk n pray together so that we can have a successful life in the future together...take care of urself when im away...i cnt bear leaving u....
To FIE...
WEI...take care of urself in India...learn the language n place before u go...im not gay here..but gonna miss u when u r there..keep in touch n keep us posted tru mails,blog n msn....n make sure u will be back for my P.O.P...u promise to attend my P.O.P..GD luck my frenz...all the best in the future n watever u doing..u have my backing remember that...IPIT!!!!!!!!!!
To Aishah
PA System....its a pity that we only get to hang out together for the last few months..aniwae...i enjoy every bits of our outing...sori if i always disturb u...don take it to heart...hahaha..gonna miss ur presense even though u r micro...keep in touch n hope we can go out 2gether as a grp in the future even wif out fie...GD luck for ur dance...hope u have a career in that aspect...u r talented dancer but like i say u need to practice more to be at the top...gd luck my frenz....
To MAZ...
The one whom i can say the cutest...haha...nv fail to turn up wif a smile in watever mood she is in..like aishah...its a pity tat we only start going out together..gonna miss ur smile n presense..i hope that u will find ur MR Right...don wori..u wouldnt be left on the shelves...gd luck yah...
To FAizah n YAna...
My only ITE frenz that i realli kept in touch wif...life in ITE will be dulled without both of u...i pray that both of u has a successful career...we go tru lots of heart pain in the 2 years in ITE...but i noe u r two are a wonderful person...for faizah...hope u discover ur LOVE...don give up on it..take me as an inspiration..somewhere outhere there is someone for u...for Yana...hope u get tru to pOly and achieved ur dreams...werk hard...so tat u can werk at SM entertainment....
Thats it for now...i will be posting for the last time next week...muacksss....take care people
8:32 PM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!
Watever things say in this post isnt related or link to anyone...Except me n my thoughts....
i cant be bother about counting on days left...what i noe is that its coming soon...so let me have the last few days to realli enjoy myself...i don want to occur problems or difficuties...haha..(but failed ler)...hehe...wat a problematic person i am...hehe...damn2..aniway whats life without problems rite..the feeling i had rite now is like ROJAK...everything is mixed inside..just hope things will turn out find wif me....*pray*
I say in the previous post that money makes the world go round n i realli agree to it..i was walking alone one day when something came up to me...Will u marry someone who u realli love but the guy is not wealthy where in the future both of u will quarrel over finacial stuff n hoping that ur love for each other will help u solve the problems or marrying someone u don realli love n u noe that in the future u will turn to love that the person n oso noeing that ur futue will be secured..*GUys any comments?? Pleaz...a sensible comment n leave a tag at my tagboard* it came up to my mind n kept me wondering....
To me...deciding which one is better is quite hard...it was like a toss of coin...hehe...to me...i would choose the second option...people may disgruntled or think that im a money face...but its just e decision n thoughts ok..please have the tendency to respect my decision...okok...
Explanation starts now...
Everyone wants to marry n end ur life wif ur MR or MRS Right..everyone wants their DREAM person to be the A* star list..the looks etc*..hehe...but in reality is there realli the DREAM person...The A*Star look that we are hoping and so ever...Marrying someone u realli love is something that all of us want..but how long can the love last? Eternity?? MAybe it will...Wat if problems starts pilling up, the stress,expectation etc..Quarrels will be frequent..Yes i agree that quarelling will be part of parcel in relationship...but what if the quarrels become frequents n the arguements is about the same thing all the time...wouldnt it will take a strain in the relationship...will the love still remain...As all of us noe that living is Singapore is not cheap...Even by having two person werking doesnt mean that the finacial burden will ease..Things are getting costlier...the standard of living are getting higher n we have to pay for it to enjoy it...Everyone wants the 5Cs..is that realli achievable right now...wat if u decide to have ur own child..the cost of it the education, the hosptial bills etc2..will in fact will maybe even drains one's bank account...Having ur own child is great..its like a gift from GOD..but when the cute2 stuff ended...n the reality sunk in...then we face the prospect of having to strech ur expenses...quarrels may cropped again..n will the love stills remain?? The Goverment help wif the baby bonus etc n others...how much they can help..its still up to the parents...u want the best for ur child...n mostly the best is always the costlier n the competition for it will be very tough...I love children...but in reality im afraid to have one...will i be able to give the best to my child..the best education, the best stuff, the best in everything...to tell the truth...sometimes im scared to look forward to the future...Like all Singaporeans..i honestly say i wan the 5Cs..or even more than 5...hainzz....
Y i choose the other option is that simple...its regarding the future....at first when u were for example matchmake to someone who can gurantee that u have a sound future...u noe that ur future is taken care off...its just that u have to werk to make sure that ur bank balance is always on tip top condition...ok..u may argue that u don love the person...but feelings can change overtime...once u spent ur time together u should developed feelings for each other....slowly n surely the LOVE will come..since both of u noe that ur future is well taken care of...to have a child is easy...u would be depending too much on the Goverment benefits...u knew that u can give to ur child the best that is avialable...even if the feeling of love doesnt develop between the both of u at first...by having a child...the feeling should develop watsoever...maybe at the start of it..u don like it...but there is a saying werk hard...enjoy later..both of u werk hard to have the feeling of love...and then u can enjoy it later...hehe...then the future for both of u wouldnt be that much of a obstacles...
For a conclusion...the decision made is based on the future...how n what u want to do in the future...how much u want to enjoy ur life when u are retire or how much u wan to werk till u r down to your bones..hainz..the future look scary...the competition for everything...wooo...how i wish i was a child which will never grow up...hahaha..
OKOK...enough of this...U just don noe wat the future is for u...who u gonna end up with...what will u be doing in the future...what u noe is that u gonna be a year older every year...Living in Singapore..u don have enough time to put ur leg up for a rest...if u were slacken..they are people out there waiting to grab up ur places..like i say money is the top things in everyone ming...not love...love can last u to a certain time..but money will last u longer...but being rich doesnt mean u have to be snobbish etc...u must noe the balance of everything..so that u will have a fulfil life...i want to live noeing that i have a fulfil life...noeing that when i leave the world...i knew that my children is taken care off...n if better...be like me...but for now...i don want them to be like me...i haven achieved anything yet...the 5 or more than that Cs...the everythings!!!!!!!!!!
Like i asked myself...does human realli knew wat love means...it is easy to say i love u to a person...but by saying that...does it mean that u meant it...isnt it nice to say to that person noeing that how much u meant every single letter in the world...hehe...looking around right now...love is just an ordinary word...u meant someone prettier or handsome u say u love them...if u want to fulfil ur lust u say u love them...noeing that u doesnt meant everything...isnt it sad...one more thing i realli suprised at is that how easy someone will fall to someone else after breaking up...sometimes...in a year..u can have like 6 or more relationship...what the hell...when people say i have been single for 5 years before...they were like dumbfounded..its like i have done the worse sin that can happen in the world...isnt the first cut is always the deepest...no matter what or who happen next...the cut was always n will always be the deepest...how much that wound can be heal...it will never be heal completely...hainz.....heehe...there is a song...that goes like this.."the first love is always the deepest"...buiek...okok...wat a long winded post....hehehe....
1:20 AM
Friday, June 01, 2007
14 days n counting....
Went out wif fie yesterdae...as usual..we were clueless on where we want to go..afer delaying the moments to decide..we made our way to City hall..upon reaching there..we were quite suprised on the number of peoples there..theres where i remember about the IT roadshow at the convention...we decide to head there since we got absolutely no where to go..haha..before we went to the IT convention..we actually went to the book fair which is located on the same building...oh yah...while we were walking at the crowded Citylink walkway..fie n i plan to enter Sumtec City thru Marina square...while waitin for the people to pass...there was this stupid old man walk beside me n just push me that nearly resulting me in falling down...i was suprised n didnt react..walao...luckily he walk away or not i would actually pick up a fight wif him...fucking old man...hehe...went to the IT convention...it was full packed..we cant even stop to one store..walao...mum wif prams..aunty n uncles..snall kids...walao...i was about to die there...we actually managed to get out from that place in one piece...that was a suprised....hahaha...aniwae...since both of us were hungry..we were deciding where to eat...Pizza Hut or Pastmania...hermm.....hahahaha..both of us as usual cnt decide...n we finally settle on Pastamania....we had our pasta,pizza n gingerbread..stomach were filled and we head ourselves to the pool...haha..ok i admit i lost to fie...5-4...hahaha...walao...he got new strategy ler...his guard of hounour strategy...hehe..after finishing our game of pool..we went to esplanade there to pass tru so clark quay...we made a pitstop to the shop there to meet our ex skulmate..the BOSS..Su Huan..hahaha....then we went to the clark quay coffee bean...hehe..our usual place to chill...after having our relaxation time there...we went to CBD to relax..while relaxing n chilling....we bump to...bump to...hahaha...ZAHIR N GANG!!!!..hahaha...they join us to relax n then walk2...hahaha..we were planning to go boat quay...n u know wat??? our legs brought us to Chinatown...yup right!!!!!! we were in the late nights at chinatown...hahaha...looks for a place to relax...found mac there...hahaha...n we sat n tok till 11 plus before home swit home....
Saturdae..soccer wif zahir n gang....while sundae...soccer wif syafiq n gang...walao...i realli like it...hehehe...im lucky that i have soccer as my hobby..hehe...my lil bro will always remind me that i should have been in any sleague cluborhe young lions..if i had went to the Sembawang training..haha...hehe...i skipped that called up not once but thrice to play at the street soccer court wif my frenz...hahaha...lil bit of regret there...but its ok...i still play soccer....soccer is part of me...place for me to let loose...forgetting all the troubles i had....soccer is like a dose of medicine to me...if im down or wat..i will have a game of soccer...haha...in secondary skools...my usual team will be compromising of Fie,me,Zahir n Viki...fie will be the diving goalie..but now he retired ler..haha...fun2...i cnt wait to kick the soccer balls...or even ur balls...
ok2..some of the pic frm yesterdae.....
PAsta
Coffee Bean relaxing
Zahir n Viki
ME n Koon
Fie n Me
Deyians n PROUD of it
Chinatown
4:08 PM
