Monday, December 25, 2006
Finally...I feel that i m FREE...FREE...from what i been feeling....Meet my sidekick....Shafie....when out wif him...worries are forgotten.....
HAPPY and RELIEVED....Days spend wif fie, fiq and her gal..left me in joyful mood todae!!
Words cnt describe hw i feel....
12:37 AM
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Am i angry bout myself or angry bout u???Y must u tent to have negative thoughts all the time??Maybe im angry at myself for not understand u more.....
1:23 PM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Confused
Why am i feeling this?? Is it me? Or is it the surrounding??
Since i cnt get my GAP thing....Lets make a list on what im gonna to buy....Lets be specific...DVDS....Please give me some comments..bout which movie is worth buying..1) The Omen 2) Host3) Cars4) Lake house5)See No EvilThere are many others...but its too many to write...hahaha
10:32 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Disappointment....
Thats what goin through my mind todae...I feel like im being too nice to people but they dont value me n who i am....Are they taking me for granted??
Anyway...im startin to believe that this world is made up of lies and liars..it seem that most of what people say are lies....Is it true?? I hope that somethin happen and change my thinking....
11:10 PM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Annoucement!!!From now onwards...Any unnecessary calls or SMS will not be entertained unless it urgent...Due to some unforseen circumstancese this will take place startin from 10 mins ago..HAHA...if my hp line is cut off..please dont take it to heart....i will try my best to solve the problem...and with ur help i will overcome this problem...and please be understandin if i don reply ur 1 or 2 word messages..cause if i tink it is not worth replyin i wont reply....THANK YOU....PS: this is serious matter....Due to this problems...This things are cancel or i wont be able to buy!!!!!! GAP sweater
Cut down on my spendin in school....( puasa kt skool)Cut down on weekend activities...( NO!!! but hv 2 do it....[sad])No My GIRL and SILENCE Dvd( please can i get the Silence DVD???)And of course my BLAZER and my Bossini LONg pants!!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4:24 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
"If enduring pain, braving shame, despising one's self for the sake of affection and accepting misery without question is the definition of love - then, I LOVE YOU." Marvin Jay M. Torres
"I just close my eyes because I might see your face. I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice. I just close my ears because I might hear of you, but I could not close my heart because I love you." Ellan
"It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone, but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives."
"Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!"
"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will."
"Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."
"When the night has come and the land's dark, when the moon is the only light we'll see, look at the stars; can you count them? I miss you that much." Laura
"When I miss you, I don't have to go far ... I just have to look inside my heart because that's where I'll find you." Ruthie
"I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you." Jiane Nicole Castillo
"How blue can I get, you could ask my heart. Just like a jugsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart. A million words couldn't say just how I feel. A million years from now, you know, I'll be loving you still. The nights are lonely, the days are so sad and I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had. And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me."
10:46 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
The weather was superb when i finish school..It wasnt hot nor rainy...it was more to windy and brezzy...While walkin towards the mrt station through the terrace house...i closed my eyes for a moment and let the wind blew past me..it feel great ...and it is very relaxin...whatever i went through at school were just blew away by the wind...it seem that most of it had been blew away....Let the stress and pressure off me...and let me have a time by myself...
Its been a long tyme since i really enjoy myself...things haven been goin the rite way btw me and my bros...some misunderstandin occured...and all of us had been so busy that we seldom met like before..maybe im the youngest among us...and maybe u think thati don have much responsibilities like most of u all had..but a moment btw us will always brighten our life...I realli hope that we can go out like last time...let bygones br bygones....coz our friendship can withstand everything that are throw against us remember...
Recently someone asked me whether i miss S...S...my frenz has always told me to forget bout her..and thats what i have been doin....Should someone enlightend my heart from darkness, i would greatly appreaciate her...for that future someone should she open my heart...i promise that i treasure u...maybe words count for little...but i noe if i ever lose u like i lose S...i will lost hope about LOVE....for that...i realli hope that would not happen...coz i don want to go through that painful feeling again....never....
How much more can i cry...Not outside but inside...coz there are no more tears left...
8:32 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Few more days to holiday....Few more months to grad...Few more years...and a lot of responsibility will fall on my shoulders...i like to look towards the future..the future i painted and created in my mind is something i hope will become reality.Been watching this chinese Movie title Silence..i haven finish the movie...but its something that bring me to tears. If u want to noe more bout it...u should watch...Im too tired to write much...so just to make it longer..im writing a story....it bout me...haha...im too bored at home that i got nothin better to do..aniwae...its still in progress...
Is there a Lucky Star out there??
Cause i want to make a wish....
I hope that they can grant me my wish
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10:07 PM
Since i cnt get my GAP thing....Lets make a list on what im gonna to buy....Lets be specific...
Anyway...im startin to believe that this world is made up of lies and liars..it 
Cut down on my spendin in school....( puasa kt skool)
