Wednesday, November 29, 2006
"Who will i run to" by Kiley Dean
You were the one
Who I could tell my deepest fear
And you were the one
Who always wiped away my tears
WHen he hurt me u were my prince
Sent straight from above
Like a fool i never saw
You were falling in love
So now i've lost everything
Cause now You say
You gone forever more
So who will i
(chorus)
Who will i run to
Who will i turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When i cry
Who will i run to
And who will i turn to
Now that your not here
In my life
You were the one
I took for granted for all this years
And you were the one
I should've known
It was so clear
How could i be so blind
Not to see whats before my eyes
I'll get you back here with me
If it takes the rest of my life
Cause i would do anything
Cause i want you back forever more
(chorus)
I will gladly journey
Across the deep blue sea
If i could known
That i would have you here with me
I realize that i was blind
But now i finally see
Oh Baby can it be
(Chorus)
Who will be there for me
Who's gonna to rescue me
Who's gonna share my dream
Who's gonna mend this broken heart
8:05 PM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Will it become a Reality or was it another Dream??
Im addicted to this Chinese Show title It Started with a kiss...
It was heartwarmin..Sad..and somehow realli
make me wonder what i have i been doin whenever i was in a relationship.
The show was bout a school girl who love one of the genious student in the skool..An F grader fall in love with an A grader..what make it magnificient bout the girl is the patient for her to wait for him..She goes through a lot just for him...Impress him..and so for...but the LOVE she had for him was a genuine one that it touches my heart...when there are people wooing her...her heart doent moved..she still believe that she would had him..even thought at the end she got him...haha..typical ending but it is nice...haha
how i hope that someone out there noes thats im waiting for her...but thats just a fantasy...as what i say to someone..mizzin her has become a hobby for me..no matter where i go or what i do...she has always be in my mind...maybe i m paranoid..because to me this is a genuine love...lets time tick aways..but something remain....3/4 of my heart has been filled wif her...and 1/4 of it...are going to be filled up wif her soon...
Some update..my attendance has been poor for my last semester...i don noe y..im just lost the motivation to go to skool...i noe it is my last hurrah...but i just cant wait for me to end my ties wif some of the people...i realli cnt stand favouritism...and thats what some of my lecturers are doin...i realli hate it..especially when u are somewhere my age...don act like u noe the whole world...and don try to act cute cause u not...i dislike u..realli...cnt sand u..whenever i walk in ur class...my heart will always ask me to leave ur class..n the worswe thing..i have to face u often than not...Another thing is that..i cnt believe human beings realli have the profession to act...I face this type of people everydae...where u don even noe whether they are genuine or just fake...making use of each other so that they can gain something from it..haha...another thing is...if u are wealthy..thats good...but it u just fuckin showing ur wealth around and not fucking get ur ass werk done..then don try to be showboat...u may come from the wealthiest family among the class...and i admit that im jealous that u can get what u want without werking for it..but pleaz have the courtesy to be humble..cause u never noe when u will be just like among others...don think u r the crop among us..cause u r nothing...u gain nothin actually...
School LIFE SUX....haha....how many times have i said it..
9:25 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
10 MILLION DOLLARS!!!!
Was talknig to Yana during the break if only we got this type of money with us ...
we can do anythin and most importantly get what we want...haha...i not its not something that i can only hope for..but nothin is impossible..hehehe...lets see what will i bought if i got 10 million dollars..hehe
BMW sports car
Bungalow House
Unlimited sneakers
Dvds
Unlimited Clothes
Laptop
And......
There are too many things for me to wite down...hahaha...
How i wish i can get rich in 10 days..haha
5:12 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
1:17 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Before the incident happen.....everything when great...this is the pic taken....haha..
Im dumbfounded....realli am....i thought wat i do was wrong...i felt guilty at first but now NO....i cnt believe u are someone heartless...i cnt believe u go for material stuff than true love...this isnt bout me..its bout my frenz Safari...and this post is dedicated to him...
I cnt believe that ur gal do that to you...two timed you....i noe how it feel....cause i had go through that before...what make more it sickening is that...even when u went to trail her..and she saw you...she doesnt acknowledge you....i noe that she saw you...even though u tried to hide urself...but i think e hugging and holding hand wif each other is a meaning for u to let her go....Saf...let her go...don feel bad about it...not only i noe how well u treat her...the others and her family noes that u give in more than she did....you tried hard to keep the relationship stable and she doesnt care bout it...she lost ur handphone...doesnt she feel any guilt...her hp spealer spoilt...and she went berserk...what the fuck..her handphone cost half less than ur handphone....i hope you don go back to ur old ways...u tried hard..u sacrifice a lot..to be who you are right now....turning back isnt the right thing...prove to her that it is her lost that she doent treasure you...im serious...memories are not easy to erase..i noe that...take ur time...we noe u r capable of doin it...we are here for you...Bro...let her go..she isnt meant for you....im sad that ur relationship end this way....rather than its too late...be glad it has happen...rather than u get to noe later which is more heartbreakin....try to get it off ur mind....werk hard...support ur family...ur mom and dad is the one u should be concentratin right now...werk hard so that they can lead an easy life.....don try to wait for her...as they say...the leopard never changed its spots....
11:11 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
There is only one werd to describe me for the past few days...DEAD MAN..haha...im too tired....i don noe y...hard to explain...to me...everything that goes arnd me is so freaking slow..haha...but in actual fact everything is moving at a break neck speed....haha...aniwae..i cant seem to get my mind off something...never mind.....haha..its personal...personal....personal....hahahaa
Everyone arnd me seems to get a new hp including...some try hard to hide it so that ppl would notice....haha...aniwae try to hide as much as u want but sometimes ur actions give u away...damn...haha....nvm...thinking of trading my Hp....haha...or even get a new one..hehe..its something that just come to my mind....haha...
Seriously...im seriously counting down to the dae i left the skool...thats means to grad...cnt wait to get away from this shackled of my life..seriously....after that im FREE...even though Ns looming arnd the corner....i rather enter Ns then going through certain part of my skool life nw....
7:52 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
OUtin Pics..
Shopping Spree
Shopping Spree....
This is what i get over the weekend....recap...
Esprit long sleeve = $40
Butterfly Effect DVD = $21
Levis shoes =$60
Man Master Vest = $30
Food and transport = $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
LEFt = NO MONEY LEFT.......HAHahAHA......
walao pity me oreadi...haha....i not that bankrupt lar....but i still say i bankrupt...hahaha...worries that i use the money that i had over the weekend..and its not end of the month yet....walao leh...how can i become like that..haha...but i got no regrets...fashion style overhaul....hahaha...like i say...im gonna change my style....so need to spend more money lar...haha..the weekend is fun and of course tiring...3 daes straight outing and shopping....i think i spend that little ler..consider shooping or not??? haha....
Aniwae...skoool...SUX...i hate skool...was dragging my whole body to skool....and some of the lecturers are so IDIOt...can they give us leeway since this is our last term...walao..hate them..nvm skool gonna end soon......so cnt be bother bout it....
6:26 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Was hearing Perfect 10 when Carrie Chong play thr graduation song from vitamin C...without realising..tears roll down my cheeks...many of u mind tink im mad..but its truth...been 2 years since i graduate from my secondary school and i still have some beloved memories bout the skool...the ambience and atmosphere of the skool...especially in class..where the people are the best..haha..i hope that in 10 years time the road..if we ever had a meeting or a celebration..hope that we still remain the best of frenz..and hope that everyone is successfull in the career...MISS You Peoples Loads....
Niwae..Life has been at a faster pace then i ever expected..im don wan to tok bout my school life...lets live that a side...haha..lets tok bout somethin that i can tink of...ERHEMMMMMM....
Im thinking bout changing my dress fashion..haha..i noe that among my frenz..i the one whu wear long sleeve and smart shirts....haha...im thinking bout adding more to it...lets say a sweater over it...hehe...lets experiment it...haha..fridae going to accompany fiq buying shoes..maybe im gonna buy one...plus some shirts....haha..hehe...
10:54 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
What a week has been for me....i got myself a new hp and oso my laptop back...haha..yah..plus i bought Princess Hours DVD...haha..and now me don have any money left...yah2...aniwae skul life have been topsy turvy...and i realli meant that....do not want to go to that extent that i had to explain everything...aniwae...im going to ViVocity 2molo...haha..kinda excited...mine first time going there..must enjoy it...n of course gonna take lots of pics....for now..im happy wif wat i had and doing...even though ppl look at me some sought of a lazy person whu realli does things slowly..i realli don mind...what i noe is that i had to pace myself for this long stretch...energy and morale will be at the lowest if u don noe how to slow things down...and i glad i noe what to do....i realli miss the time where i had spend my moments wif my sec classmate...haha..hope someone out there will organise somethin...haha..aniwae will blog again 2molo...love u guys....
1:26 AM
